Right now, I’m going to college, and taking care of my kids and husband but not with near the enthusiasm that I was back then. But I’ve been in this depression I’ve been talking about and not serving HIm at all. And I was thinking that this pity party I’m having is preventing me from serving God and having any kind of fun at all!
Yes, my life has been difficult lately. yes, I want to roll into a little ball and stay there and never come out. But that would be even worse than what is happening to me right now. So that’s definitely not the right thing to do. Someone out there has it worse than me and they have managed to turn to God and ask for His help and get rescued. God, Father, Lord Jesus, I want to be rescued out of my darkness, my depression. I need to be reminded daily that You love me. I need to be reminded to read Your Word and to do Your Will and to Turn to You and not to the Worlds for my rescue. Thank You Father for opening my eyes and my heart and helping me see You.
I hope there are others out there that are seeing and hearing me so that you are turning back to God too. Please email or comment to let me know. My email is firstname.lastname@example.org.